It never rains, but it deluges. Well, that's how it feels. Work, for
all its perks, has a lot of black holes and pissing contests.
I
am not difficult to get along with, especially when left to my own
devices. Too bad the new supervisor cannot understand or appreciate that
concept.
The company is driven by statistics, but none of the
numbers are straight forward. For instance, lines edited/typed per hour
are based on how much work is done, except things like difficult doctors
and faulty equipment are not figured into the equation. Especially by
my supervisor. Quality is measured weekly, but the number that shows up
on the paycheck is from 2 weeks before the current weeks being paid. If
those 2 weeks were full of badly dictated reports and faults in the
technology so that a report that should have been 50 to 80 lines long
and ended up being 10-12 lines long and the rest full of blanks, then
you're pretty much screwed. Nothing about technological breakdown is
figured into the numbers and bad statistics will mean a bad paycheck.
This is the case because the company gives you time to challenge errors
marked (usually stupid or nit picky errors that do not have anything to
do with quality or grammar rules) and the 2 weeks before have already
gone through the reversal process. What a lovely way to run a business
and screw an individual.
Now we come to this week. My new
supervisor is hounding me about time on the system and time spent
actually typing/editing reports. It seems that taking the time to
research and make sure everything is correct in reports dictated by
doctors who choose not to waste the time dictating -- or learn the way
to speak English so it is understandable -- is counted as time not
actually typing -- or working -- and therefore is questionable. After
all, quality is derived not so much from accuracy, but from getting
reports done as quickly as possible with as few as possible sent through
quality control (QC) without the fingers leaving the keyboard or
stopping for breaks (bathroom, food, breathing) or research. One must
keep typing/editing at all costs and leave the brain work to the
supervisor who is busy micromanaging every moment of the worker's
day/night/whenever.
It seems I also signed off as out of work
(OOW) when there were still dictations to be edited/typed, except they
didn't show up on my screen after several reboots. Now I am to email the
point of contact (POC), who is usually not working at 3 a.m., and get
an answer as to whether or not there is work before signing out as OOW
-- while continuing to type nothing and rack up those all important
actually typing/editing moments while accomplishing nothing, but
waiting. That will put yet another crimp in my statistics and put me
back on the supervisor's radar as not performing my job.
She
actually questioned why I had so much downtime (time not typing/editing)
and told me that I must close the gap between working and out of work
while waiting for an answer as to whether or not there is work and still
working with nothing to do. Goddess, how I do love bureaucracies.
Of
course, signing in and out to minimize the time not actually spent
typing/editing would make my time card look like a patchwork of
indecision and insanity and sitting there checking every 10-15 minutes
to find out if there is work while waiting for the POC to tell me there
is work to be done (even when it doesn't show up on my screen where I
can actually do something about it) is verboten. It messes up the time
actually spent working versus the time I'm just sitting on my backside
flitting around on the Internet while not getting paid because I don't
get paid if there is no actual work done. Researching is also a waste of
time even though it improves my knowledge and helps to decrypt the
racing, stumbling language that does make it through on the faulty
technology should be done on my own time -- when I am off the clock ---
and when I can't actually use the report as a guide. I guess that means I
must have an eidetic memory whether I do or not.
Things were not
this difficult when I worked for the old supervisor, who was kicked up
the ladder. The new supervisor is in a supervisory position for the
first time in her working life and believes that micromanaging is the
way to go to make herself look good. And that is always helpful.
At
any rate, it's Friday night and I have only 2 more nights to work, and I
have my cross stitching to help me regain some sanity in the interim
when I'm not sleeping or working with my plants now that the snows have
stopped and the frost has been absent for the past 3 mornings. I can
finally put out my planters and plant some seeds and seedlings that
might actually grow before the snow flies again, which should be in
about mid-August.
I'm working my way through the boring, but
necessary back stitching on my tree skirt. It's so mindless that I need a
break and have started a snow leopard in the breaks between
mindlessness and waking.
I found that the room I had originally
designated my office is actually sunnier than my bedroom, or indeed the
living room, and have set up shop on the love seat in the sun streaming
through the window. I also have a great view of the driveway so I can
see when delivery trucks or visitors arrive. I don't spend much time
looking out the window as I am busy stitching and listening to a
biography of Napoleon or music to stitch/study/read by. I much prefer it
that way. It is relaxing as my mind slips to that zen place while my
fingers stitch and the insanity recedes. It's a good place, and I am
once again rethinking the office idea again. After all, I do need a
place to go to work and be frustrated and it's not in the bedroom where I
need to be able to sleep, although stitching and listening to music
and/or books would not divorce me entirely from the hell my working life
has become now that the micromanaging vulture that is my supervisor is
watching me -- even as she sleeps.
Oh, for a bit of peace and surcease in this technologically imperfect world.
That is all. Disperse.